Wednesday, April 25, 2012

My backlash against the backlash against the backlash against HBO's Girls






"Our “white people problems” problem: Why it’s time to stop using “white” as a pejorative" by Noel Murray, A.V. Club.

About a month ago, when Mad Men returned from its long hiatus and the Internet exploded with reviews, interviews, and think-pieces, a colleague I follow on Twitter passed along something one of his friends said, suggesting that Mad Men is just “Roots for white people.” That’s actually a reasonably astute observation, since a large part of the appeal of watching Mad Men comes from vicariously touring the not-so-remote past, to try and better understand what shaped our culture and the generations before us. And given that the world Mad Men depicts is almost exclusively one of white privilege, then yes, the “way we were” aspect of the show probably does appealmore (though not exclusively) to the children and grandchildren of the kinds of people on the screen. Still, when I first read that comment, I didn’t think, “That’s clever,” or, “That’s funny.” My first reaction was knee-jerk irritation, because that’s probably the hundredth time this year alone that I’ve read the words “for white people” or “that looks very white” or “white people problems” tossed around smugly and reductively, as a way of summarizing the essence of a situation or a piece of art.

[ . . . ]

But increasingly, people aren’t sniping about “whiteness” to be funny, or even defiant—at least not entirely. They’re using the term as a form of criticism, meant to be dismissive. “That movie looks very white,” or, “That sounds like music for white people,” is another way of saying, “That can’t be any good.” And I do have a problem with that.

[ . . . ]

One of the biggest fallacies in the way we talk about art is this idea that somehow personal taste equates to quality: That each of us miraculously only enjoys movies and music that are the best of their respective medium, and ergo, any movies and music wedon’t enjoy must be terrible. It’s a standard we generally only apply to art (well, and politics). If we dislike salmon, we don’t presume salmon itself to be bad; we just understand we don’t have a taste for it, and we’re generally willing to acknowledge that if prepared properly, we might even be capable of enjoying the occasional piece of salmon.

[ . . . ]

So here’s the challenge to all you people who toss around “white” as a synonym for “lame” on the Internet: Suggest alternatives. Name a movie, a TV show, a book, a piece of music, or anything that meets your standards for non-“whiteness.” I’m not baiting you here; I’m asking sincerely. If you’re really interested in encouraging diversity, do so in a positive way, by calling attention to some valuable work that’s flying below the radar. 

[ . . . ]

Unless of course you’re only race-baiting to score points and make yourself look cool. But you wouldn’t do that, would you? I mean, only a terrible human being would exploit centuries of struggle against oppression and marginalization just to get out of seeing a Wes Anderson movie.  



First of all, I like salmon.

Second, read these two Racialicious articles to get an idea of what Mr. Murray is backlashing against:

Dear Lena Dunham: I Exist, by Kendra James

Girls That Television Will Never Know, by Latoya Peterson


Third, there are so many words inside me and so little time for me to write them down. Ergo, I will copy and paste the comments on the site about this post that either I like or I agree with, or that make me laugh.

Fourth, I will continue to use both the phrases "white people problems" and "first world problems" when that is an accurate assessment of the situation.
 

From Ukridge:

I think we can all agree that this article won't be in any way controversial.


From Grrr. Argh.:

I urge people to at least read the article first so there's a greater chance of at least some reasonable discussion. Though I'm not going to hold my breath.


In response to Grrr. Argh., (less than appropriate name) wrote:


Read the article? I have to rush down to the comments section to make the same joke other people have already made 20 times!


From Afghamistam:

Your friend needs a punch in his white face for incredibly failing to realise just what Roots meant as a program.
Suffice to say, Mad Men is not White Roots.
98% of all historical dramas made are however, White Roots. Because white people get to have an astonishing cornucopia of wildly divergent stories all focusing on a million tiny facets of the white experience over the last few thousand years.
Black people get Roots.


From Jay S.:


I don't see race.  People tell me I'm white and I believe them.
 

From (I'm not quoting his less than appropriate name either):

Holy shit, 1100+ comments?
Well, the chances that this will be read are close to zero, but fuck it, 2c etc.
"“That movie looks very white,” or, “That sounds like music for white people,” is another way of saying, “That can’t be any good.”"
OH, HOW HARD IT MUST BE FOR YOU, NOEL MURRAY.  I FUCKING WEEP HOT TEARS KNOWING THAT YOU'RE ALL BROKEN UP THAT 'WHITE' IS SOMETIMES USED AS SHORTHAND FOR 'LAME.'  That saddens me far more than knowing that "too Black" or "too Hispanic" is shorthand for some ghetto illiterate thug gangsta mindless lowbrow bullshit.  Really, how do you sleep at night?
IN MOTHERFUCKING ADDITION: One of the reasons why "too white" is used as a pejorative in relation to, e.g., Friends or other forms of entertainment, is that it's also shorthand for PRETENDING THAT THERE ARE NO FUCKING MINORITY CHARACTERS OF CONSIDERATION IN THE UNIVERSE OF SAID ENTERTAINMENT.
Let us all weep for Poor Noel "Bitchass" Murphy, who cannot be satisfied that white people fucking dominate the entertainment industry, simply because non-white people call y'all motherfuckers out on this bullshit.  The irony of all this, of course, is the fact that this post is the epitome of "white people problems."  Ha!


From Aymanut:


I think complaining about the term "white people problems" is a white people problem.


From sobertie:


For a lot of us, "white people problems" isn't a lazy sound byte.  That's sort of the point of the phrase.


Also from sobertie:

I haven't seen this horribly named show in question, but more importantly, I can't believe I wasted my time in reading this article.  It's obvious that this author has NO real idea of what people of color mean when we say things like "it's a white thing".  It's not about computers, for fucks sake. It can be a lazy, reactionary statement, sure, just like any other phrase. But just because it's a cultural shorthand for quite a lot of us doesn't mean it's not semantically compelling, that it's not meaningful in ways that can strike us on deep personal levels.
Of course, perhaps this entire article was really geared towards other white people who use the term "white" instead of "lame".  It's hard to tell, but apparently the author has some sort of super-power that allows him to see into our motivations for speech.  Well, author-who's-taking-this-way-too-personally-for-me-not-to-assume-that-you've-had-this-same-"insult"-thrown-at-you-repeatedly, the solution to that is simple: stop being so fucking lame.  Step one? Stop whining about the term white people problems.
To be honest, I MIGHT have taken this article a bit more seriously if the author wasn't so condescendingly, pedantically whiny in his tone.  And especially if he hadn't ended it with those AWFUL final paragraphs.
Insufferable.


From nukethewhalesagain:

You have to understand sobertie, this article isn't really for us.  This article is for white people complaining about something being too white.  If you want an article for people of color you might have to go somewhere else.


From plzidgaf:

People who spend their lives writing about TV: pretty privileged!


Long comment from pointofit:

Wow. In a way, I'm glad to see a site which is almost wholly dedicated to disseminating the judgment of entitled white males take explicit issue with being called out on it. "We don't like it when you dismiss our lack of perspective!" In you and your cohorts' intrepid quest to "engage with what a piece of art actually is," you feel perfectly free to declaim your superiority as you rigorously dissect each weekly installment of a program (and only certain programs, mind you) and assign it a grade, a quality judgment based on personal taste. There is no such thing as "what art actually is," there are only our reactions, based on our personal biases that inform those reactions. But now the critic says "suggest alternatives?" That reminds me of a (white) boss who hating hearing (minority) opinions he disagreed with, so he was constantly warning us to "be constructive" - or else.  
What further gives away this elitist, white critic echo chamber piece is your assertion that people don't talk about art "correctly." Who does? You all everybody? "Somehow personal taste equates to quality" - most folks I talk to about shows are willing to concede their opinion is just that, an opinion, most commonly relayed as "I liked it," or alternately, "I didn't like it," or possibly the slightly more judgmental "It was okay," usually followed up with reasoning that further concedes bias: "I don't like that actress," "I didn't laugh," "It wasn't scary to me." And then sometimes, something crazy happens, and the interlocutor responds, "Well, I did like it. I love that actress. It scared the hell out of me." Sure, it's a slippery slope to "It was good," the type of value judgment you're getting at, but lay conversation doesn't typically "presume some kind of superiority because of that choice." 
And the "reasonably astute observation" of Mad Men as "Roots for white people?" Did you consider that maybe Roots was Roots for white people? It wasn't just 100 million black people tuning in "to try and better understand what shaped our culture [think a little harder about what our culture means to you, okay?] and the generations before us." That you would elevate the barely-rated Mad Men to the height of Roots and what it meant to a nation that still rarely if ever soberly reflects on its foundation is only further proof that you just don't get what people mean when they call out "white people problems." 
Even when privileged white people use "white people problems" as an excuse to play down their own privilege, good for them for acknowledging that privilege! If we're going to have a conversation about media whiteout, at least acknowledge that it's happening, and feel more than free to dismiss it for what it is, not cool. It doesn't mean cool is some "credible" black rap artist, it means cool is a voice that doesn't only represent the people in power. If "white" as a pejorative shames the whites in power into creating opportunities for diverse voices, let it! I hope the cacophony continues unabated, growing and growing as the privileged, as exasperated as you are here, defensively express their fear of being questioned as arbiters of "art," of "quality," of "is." Stand your ground as your relevance crumbles around you; it's working for Don Draper!


From Fake Chinese Robert Plant:


"Stop using dismissive shorthand and start building coherent, persuasive arguments that engage with the actual topic instead of lazy stereotypes" would have been a great thesis for an article.
Too bad this comes across as a straight white male getting his first taste of what everybody else in Western society encounters every single day of our lives, finding it a little unpleasant, and using his position of privilege to whine about it.
Questions: How many AV Club staff writers are people of colour? How many identify as queer? If the answer is a number greater than zero, did any of them read this before it was posted?


From Gnome Chompsky:


Yea, like this article points out; white people have it rough too yo. You have to realize how *guilty* a white person feels when they finally understand the massive unearned privilege they have. It really takes the joy out of Saturday golf game when they remember that it is likely they are only as successful as they are because of the unjust privilege structural inequality provides them simply because of their race.




Ironically, the only friend of mine who plays golf is black.



From ashleyrayharris:


I will say, that when my minority friends and I describe a show or movie as "white", it's just cultural shorthand for us. It's a heads-up that this show/movie isn't really for us, it deals with privileged problems we don't experience, and we may not like it. it's not a guarantee we won't like it, in fact, i love a lot of "white people problem" tv shows. i love louie, i recommend it to all my friends, but i always throw in the "it is a seemingly white people problem show, but if you stick with it, the core of the show gets pass that" caveat when discussing it with non-white people.
another example. my white, female friend asked me about Girls and if she would like it. I said "right now, I think it's fairly mediocre, but it shows potential to be really good. I think you'd like it." when my black, female friend asked about it, I said the same thing, but threw in a "you might feel alienated by it, I did to a certain extent, ya know, white people problems"
But no, white people, it's not to make you feel bad or lame. I'm so sorry if it makes you feel bad, but I don't think any of the shows mentioned in this article or their creators have suffered from it.



From Angry Black Man:


hi


In response to Angry Black Man, from josh_ee

Calm down

  
From Clio:

 
Well this is what I get for not looking at AV Club this morning.
There's a point in here someplace, but it's pretty buried.  I would wager that there are a LOT of people who've been complaining about HIMYM and Friends and Sex and the City since the 90s, but they've only recently begun to be listened to.  So the complaint about Girls is more, "after all of this time, after SATC actually put a pointless black character into their movie to address the complaints, we're still in the same place?"
I would also note that some of the newer "young people in the city" sitcoms floating around at the moment are diverse.  Community is diverse in race and gender if not sexuality.  New Girl is diverse.  Happy Endings is diverse.  Even Suburgatory features the probably one black kid in that CT suburb.  So this isn't about "can it be done" but "is it being done."
On the back of the Racialicious articles, some have noted that Girls started around the same time as Scandal, but while Girls, being on HBO and having all that buzz, was going to automatically go on everyone's "to be recapped" list, Scandal wouldn't.  And sure, Scandal is a little soapy, and it's from Shonda Rimes, but I'm not sure why it didn't deserve at least as much consideration as something like Pan Am.
And then of course there's articles like the one at Jezebel telling all good-thinking women to support Girls, which just made a LOT of folks angry because it is so often, "well, if we can get the white women in first, then we can bring in the non-white women" but we aren't really seeing that, are we?
Now, I hate the phrase "white people problems" for the reasons you say; I'm not white, and I still don't like it when Starbucks messes up my order.  But that phrase came from a real place before it got co-opted for self-deprecation.  I'm tired of people holding up the experiences of white people and telling me that they're universal, but claiming that the experiences of anyone else can't possibly be related to by others.  That is some crap right there.
Not to mention, without even changing the premise of Girls it would have been very easy to get some women of color in there--I think most of us have known plenty of princessy girls who weren't white.  Jeez, if Ryan Seacrest can put them all into a reality show on Bravo, then one would think that HBO could find one of them to put in their new show that supposedly speaks for an entire generation--one that, by the way, is far more diverse than the generations that preceded it.


From planetoffinks:

The Onion AV Club Takes A Special Investigative Look At Reverse Racism 

In response to planetoffinks's own comment:

It Used To Be That White People Could Have All The Privileges And Dominate Culture And No One Would Call Us On It. Now They Do. That's Playing The Race Card, And It's Racist



From Zombore:


Black people complain like this: opportunities for careers and education are suppressed, media coverage is negative or invisible, widespread prejudice and fear stemming from that time when half the country tried to make a new country with slavery in the constitution
White people complain like this: quit calling this TV show about privileged white girls too white! that's unfair and oppressive!



From justaguy:

Something that seems to be lacking is that when people look for black artists in best of lists is that these lists are often portrayed not as niche but general interests.  You didn't seem to take that into account, something you seemed to have had no interest is.  When the only black artists that can appear on AV Club's best of year end lists are essentially the best of the best and most well known of rap or R&B then there's a problem if your list isn't best of Rock or pop or whatever the hell, it's the best period.  So you get knocked when your seemingly general interest list is not just overwhelmingly white but exclusively so.  Not to mention that many of these critics and tastes makers are overwhelmingly white.  White gets to be the default, the assumption and the norm so while your concern that calling something white lame is offensive and can reduce nonwhite art to ornaments, how is that worst that exclusion?  And why should we have to do your job for you?  If your focus is narrow fine but then you don't get to portray yourself as having scope because you don't.  
And I really find this column perplexing being here.  How long did Nathan Rabin get assigned to almost all things black on this website?  Maybe the constructed white world should be dismissed for what it is, maybe that's a way to shame people into bringing in diversity by noting the ridiculousness of these perpetually white, privileged fantasy worlds that reduce or remove minorities.  Yea, kid, that actually is lame.


From chinoismoi:


I feel so bad for white people. Now they have to feel moderately awkward when having pointless liberal-arts-degree-fueled conversations with each other about how everyone is picking on them and using their race as a sometimes-stand-in for lameness.  This is the most pointless irrelevant stupid article on race maybe ever.  Dear white people, it doesn't matter how the dialogue about the egregious misrepresentation of people of color in mainstream film/tv happens, it just matters that it happens.  YOU do not get to control that dialogue, nor should your feelings be considered in it.  So long as white people (mostly men) are making the decisions and deciding that they only want to see themselves represented, then you are just going to have to put up with this until it isn't an issue.  The feeling I get when I go to a film and don't see a single representation of myself or have to read about another TV show centered around privileged white people, is 100 times worse than the moderate discomfort you feel when your race is talked about negatively or (gasp) you are confronted with the nasty reality that a lot of your stories are boring.  And please leave the "it's bad for minorities too" argument at home with your Eames chairs and architecture books. Thanks.


From Saucy Jack:

“That sounds like music for white people,” is another way of saying, “That can’t be any good.”
Do a lot of people really think this? I read it more as, "This sounds like a band that would be invited to AV Undercover." In enough cases, "white" isn't a pejorative as much as a straight observation that your live music feature is as diverse as a golf invitational.


From astralweeks1:


anyone interested in why this guy's completely wrong should check out richard dyer's book, appropriately titled White, in which he argues that a great deal of what we call "white privilege" is the unique ability of white people to be non-raced and held up as the universal standard of normalcy by which other races are measured. in other words, a white artist is an artist speaks for mankind whereas a black artist is always just a black artist who speaks for black people. so yes: calling things out (even pejoratively) for being "white," is a good thing. chances are, it's not calling itself out and is therefore trying to masquerade as non-raced. also, chances are it is "white" insofar as it ignores some pretty basic social/economic/political realities, so yes: let "white" as a pejorative stand as long as we push farther and ask ourselves how and why "white" has obtained pejorative status.



From Xora:


I'm Latina, and I notice when a show that's supposed to be set in an ethnically diverse city seems to avoid portraying that. If Girls were set in Bumfuck, Iowa, I wouldn't care that its cast is all white. But I do think it's strange that it's set in NYC, and they only cast one black person, and he was the homeless dude. I don't think anyone's asking that Lena Dunham pretend to have black BFFs if she doesn't. It's just hard not to notice that her New York is whiter than it is in real life.
(Also, I notice when white people get into discussions about "racism" that revolve around the binary of white people vs black people, as if Latinos and Asians don't exist at all. But... baby steps, right? I guess. Or... oh, well, fuck it.)




From superfluous consonants:


i don't read complaints that a piece of art is "white" as a synonym for "boring" so much as "overtold." most television--including most great television--is entirely monochromatic, and i think there's a segment of the internet that views each new "white" show as a wasted opportunity.



From Plato:


What is with you critics and Hollywood elite bending over backward to defend Girls?  I don't get it.  Do you think that the general hate (or just negative opinion) that has come out against the show to those outside the 'bubble' is just so fucking wrong?  Or could it possibly be that there is something that is just not connecting with a more general audience and you guys need to admit when you aren't seeing things clearly?
Fuck the fact that particular arguments against the show maybe be flawed -- It's too white.  It's too entitled.  It reeks of nepotism... What remains is that a lot of people who generally agree with this site (or others like it) watched and disliked what they saw.  That's it.  End of discussion.  
Except you heralded it as the second coming.  And that inspired the masses to talk back loudly and in equal measure.  And now the two sides are entrenched in their opinions.  
You critics (and Hollywood elite) misread the general audience this time.  Let this be a lesson. 




From seffina:


So here’s the challenge to all you people who toss around “white” as a synonym for “lame” on the Internet: Suggest alternatives.
While you're at it, also suggest alternatives for the word "lame."



From Monrowe:


There's so many things about this article that frustrate me, and this is one of them.
The other is that there's not more people in the comments upset about this article. Not that I want everyone to be having flame wars. Obviously I don't. NOBODY does. But I've scanned through a couple hundred comments now, and this is the only one I've found so far that voices any kind of offense.
I think it's because as a young, black female I've had to deal with people making unfair judgments about me based only on race. I've been told that I'm too black and too white (more oft than not, too white). This is shit I've had to put up with year after year. And as an adult, I still get this shit.
I understand the message of the article. I do. And I know and believe that racism is bad, whether it's against white or non-whites. Whether it's dished out by whites or non-whites.
But there's just something about this whole gig that frustrates me to no end. Maybe it's the self-congratulatory nature of the comments section. Maybe it's because I'm being told that my complaints about a lack of diversity on a tv show aren't artistically justified. Maybe it's that the article states it's better to lack diversity so that the benefits of diversity are always kept in mind, than it is to take advantage of those benefits and no longer think of benefits (because they've become reality).
I've enjoyed this site for quite a while, but I've reached a point where I feel like I, or maybe my opinions, just don't belong.
I think I'm done with AV Club.


I'm not done, but I am disappointed and disillusioned.


Noel, and Todd: You are on the wrong side of this issue, and you need to check yourself.




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Saturday, March 24, 2012

How come no one told me about The Guild?



Besides the fact that it's funny and entertaining, there are four Asian-American characters, including two love interests! How cool is that?! Hooray for diversity in media!

Still haven't seen any black people on screen, though . . . :|


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Saturday, March 17, 2012

Saturday, March 03, 2012

Buy a Subaru, gain a family.




 It's that easy. 




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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

"Offense taken."

Key and Peele




"I will not have my reputation tainted selling superficial, bigoted slaves."

Too much funny.


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Monday, February 06, 2012

"Alpha Beta más"


As I have said before, writing is hard. I only have six chapters left to complete in Bianca Reagan: Where the Action Is, but for reasons big and small, they are not yet done.

When talking about my book, one of the chapters I often describe is Ch. 14, "Alpha Beta". The themes discussed by Bianca and Beck reflect issues that I have experienced over the past few years. No, I have never gotten divorced, nor have I dated a married man. Not that I know of, anyway. But I have swum with the sharks in the treacherous waters of the dating pool in Los Angeles, and I escaped metaphorically beaten, bruised and worse for wear.

Since I do not yet have a publication date set for the sequel to Steve the Penguin (available on Amazon!), I don't want to deprive you readers from enjoying what I have already written so far, especially when I am proud of what I would like to share.

Hence, another excerpt from Ch. 14. (It's lengthy, so if you know how to make a click-through page break, please let me know in the comments. Thank you!):


“I liked your story about you and Jean-Luc. It’s inspirational.”

“It’s a fairy tale,” Beck declared with a somber tone. “I got divorced from my first husband, met Jean-Luc, and got remarried. My life tied in a neat bow. I call it my resume gap story. Whenever I tell it, the listeners become beguiled by the meet-cute and the happily-ever-after ending. Their minds skip over the four-year period between nuptials.”

“Why don’t you tell them about those four years?”

Beck lowered her eyes. “I don’t want to sound weak and bitter and depressed.”

“If you ever want to talk about it, I’m a good listener.”

She looked up at me. “You know those sayings about relationships, like love will find you, because it will arrive when you’re not looking? Men are like buses: another one will always come around? There are plenty of fish in the sea?”

“Yeah.”

“It’s nonsense.” She kept her arms folded across her chest. “For certain people, it is that easy. Suitors fall in their laps, again and again and again.”

“Like a crappy romantic comedy playing on a loop.”

“For the rest of us who aren’t that lucky for whatever reason, it’s horrible. I never thought I’d end up divorced by 31. My ex-husband was a not-half-bad-looking newly single rich guy. He had a string of girlfriends lined up before the ink dried on our papers. I, on the other hand, could not get arrested in this town. On the nights I could find a babysitter, I was going out to clubs, chilling at bars, looking foxy, or so I thought. No men younger than 50 were picking up what I was throwing down. I tried speed dating, and I might as well have been invisible. ”

“That’s sounds disappointing.”

“Summer suggested I try online dating. Some of our friends were doing it and having a blast. They were going out every night of the week. I figured, why not? I signed up for a few reputable sites, the ones who overadvertise their success stories. I waited for the magic to happen.”

“How did that work out for you?”

“I fell further down the rabbit hole of dating, or, more accurately, not dating. At first I thought I was doing something wrong, like my matching settings were turned off, or my profile wasn’t posted, or I had mistakenly described my interests as serial killing, because I wasn’t getting any responses. So I had one of my dating expert friends redo my profile. Still nothing. I’d send out like 15, 20 messages a week. Not a single reply, let alone unsolicited interest from anyone who sounded like they had all their marbles.”

“The crazies are out there.”

“Then I realized what was going on. Success in dating, online or in-person, depended not on who you were, but on the perception of who you were. It was just one big great giant competition for the most desirable players, and I, with my formidable baggage, had not been dealt the most attractive hand for dating in LA. Despite the fact that I was well-educated and independently well-off, I was still a single mom, over 30, with two kids and some junk in the trunk. I looked like a walking statistic for my black and Hispanic communities. I was the package that no one wanted to open, even the guys who had the same traits I did. The single dads, the guys over 30, the Hispanic ones, the black ones, the guys who were way fatter than I could ever imagine, all of them wanted not me. They were looking for someone young, thin, ‘not too ethnic and no drama.’ I saw that all the time on guys’ profiles, as if ‘ethnic’ people come pre-programmed with a drama microchip.”

“My microchip must be on the fritz.”

“After a year of this, I thought, maybe I was wrong. Maybe it was just me and my fiery, intimidating, out-of control personality. I couldn’t be the victim of some societal racism/sexism/fat-hating hybrid, could I? It’s the 21st century. Society was different now. Dating was hard for everyone, right?”

I scrunched my face and gave her a shrug.

“To confirm I wasn’t losing my mind, I arranged a get-together at my house with my black woman friends, all two of them, and a couple of their black friends. I asked them what they thought about my dating situation. I discover that it was not just me. Each of them had similar stories of rejection to tell, or worse.” She shuddered. “Much worse. One of my friends showed up to a first date where the guy pulled out a brown paper bag, and it wasn’t for leftovers.”

My body recoiled. “No way.”

“He wanted to make sure she could pass. Which she could, but she was so creeped out, she left before their drinks arrived. The thing that cracked me up in a sad way was when my friend showed me a picture of the dude. His own complexion was more Wesley Snipes than Ice-T.”

“Self-hating.”

“So this dilemma was indeed, at least partially, a color issue. I hadn’t lost my mind. Instead, I lost hope.”

Poor Beck.

“I felt like I was a house for sale, but no one wanted to purchase me. Like every potential homebuyer passed me over, because they thought I was too old or stout, or the wrong color, since they wanted a house painted white. Or Asian.” She clasped her hands. “My depression only grew deeper when I tried to talk about it with some of my friends who weren’t black. They didn’t believe me. They thought I was making a big deal out of nothing. They swore no one ever treated us differently because I was black and they were the right color. Listening to their incomprehension and disbelief and denial of what was happening to me made me physically ill. I felt more alone than ever.”

“If I had known you back then, I would have believed you.”

“Thanks. The whole process was soul-destroying. I stuck it out for another year, during which I was matched for compatibility with literally over 5000 different men, who almost uniformly wanted nothing to do with me. I went on a handful of dates that went nowhere, and came out the other side, emotionally battered, discouraged, questioning my existence. Why had I been chosen to go through this life unloved? I wondered why I was on the planet if no one wanted to be with me. Like I was an alien from another galaxy that had been accidentally left behind by the mothership.”

E.T.! Or Independence Day.” Or the episode of Are You Afraid of the Dark? with the brother of that Canadian guy who was in X-Men. I kept that last observation to myself.

“Thank goodness I had Huey, Blossom, and Summer to keep my head on straight.”

I had neither children nor a reliable sibling. What was I supposed to do with my lopsided head?

“Gosh, I am being such a downer.” She shook the long brown curls around her head. “Back on track now. I was going to say before that Mike or no Mike, you will find your match, even though you haven’t found him yet.”

“I’m supposed to believe that after your tales of woe?”

“That’s me, not you. I think he’s not ready for you at the moment. He’s still baking in an oven, like the cupcake you ate. Very soon, the timer will go off, and he will emerge fully formed. He knows he couldn’t step to you half-baked. Bianca don’t play that.”

“I do have high standards.”

“I’m not going to let you settle. Been there, done that, got the divorce papers. When you think you’ve found The One, I want to meet him and make sure he’s good enough for you.


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Friday, February 03, 2012

"Consider this alternate plan."



"Then we snuggle up, like little buuunies."

Oh, Tom.

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Thursday, February 02, 2012

In honor of Black History Month,

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a tale of history revisionists by Stephen Colbert.

I wanted to post the related Ancestry.com sketch from the first episode of Key and Peele, but I can't find a video clip of it. Thanks, Comedy Central. :|


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Tuesday, January 24, 2012

"People just come up and touch your hair?"




"I also think in this day and age, it's the easiest thing to just label somebody as a racist, and kind of, it's often an unfair thing, 'cause it's a very difficult thing, to, to defend yourself, unless there is actual proof."

"Did you worry about hurting her feelings when you made this video?"

"I guess the flip side is you don't want people watching everything they say, and feeling like everything is a minefield. Which, around this subject, I think a lot of people do."


Okay, seriously, Mr. Cooper? You have completely missed the point. This is a prime example of why certain people should not be allowed to go on national TV and talk about topics which they have no knowledge of and clearly cannot relate to.

The video was not about calling people racist. (Although, I definitely would say, and have said, that all of those comments are racist.) The video was not about Franchesca making fun of her white friend. The video was not about censoring white people, even those who regularly say ignorant things to black people. The video (and the second video, hooray!) was about black women and the offensive statements that they have to deal with on a daily basis. This was not a time to deal with some audience member's "privilege tears" (at 4:45), Anderson Cooper. This was definitely time for an Oprah moment.

I was irritated when I watched that Anderson Cooper video on the YouTubes yesterday morning. I felt better after I watched the following video last night:




This guy gets it. And he is articulate as well. ;) He made me miss Mr. Smooth.Link


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Monday, January 23, 2012

"We all want to see a black film made . . . just not distributed."



"Is there a guy named Pookie in the movie?"

"We are not racist. I have one African-American friend who I am very close with."


Oh, the sad hilarity. I need my own African-American friend.


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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

"No. You're black. That's it."






"To have somebody that didn't know anything about my culture telling what Latino was . . . How do we speak again? . . . How should I dress?"



"You're not one or the other. You're both, and you should be proud of both, and not be embarrassed or ashamed of it. There is nothing to be ashamed of."



I know where the Dominican Republic is! How do people not know that? It's on the other side of Haiti. Next you'll be telling me there are U.S. citizens who have never heard of St. Thomas. A likely story.


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Monday, January 09, 2012

"Hey, do you know a Tyrone Jenkins?"



I found this video while looking up stuff about this gentleman who was featured in this article.

The article was inspiring. The video was both highly amusing and depressing due to my ability to relate to it, because 1) I've been there, and 2) I'm still there! I remember dealing with the questions and statements featured in the video while I was in college. Over a decade later, I continue to hear the same inanity spewing from people who you'd think would know better.

Below are my attempts to the thoughts or questions posed in the video. If you have either asked or been asked any of these things, please share in the comments! And yes, I do have white friends who happen to be female. I also have white friends who happen to be male. I have multiple friends of various colors and genders. The asking of and being asked these questions is not exclusive territory for any of them.

Begin video now:

  • You do sound racist. Prefacing your racist statement does not eliminate the racism.
  • I don't need to hear about any of your racist relatives and/or friends. Telling me about how terrible they are doesn't make you look any better just because you are not like them.
  • There is plenty of White Entertainment Television. Switch your TV set to On. Turn to any channel. If you are in the United States, there is probably a white person on your screen. If there is not, wait five minutes and there will be. I myself partake of an unhealthy amount of White Entertainment Television on a daily basis. It is hilarious and/or compelling, depending on the genre.
  • I don't complain about slavery all the time: I try to sleep eight hours a day, and I also carve out moments in my schedule for meals. If your ancestors were slaves, though, I would like to hear about it. I appreciate the histories of all people.
  • Yes. No matter what 30 Rock tells you, it is bad to do blackface.
  • It is not okay for anyone to say the N word. Except Mark Twain.
  • I need more black friends, too.
  • No. No twinsies.
  • I have my own lotion, and plenty of it. I learned in Girl Scouts to "be prepared." Yes, I was a Brownie. No, that's not racist!
  • Stop saying ghetto! This makes me Hulk angry. More Lou Ferigno classic Hulk than contemporary Bana or Norton. I also enjoy Lou in The King of Queens. Funny!
  • I don't care what you think about "black guys." I didn't ask.
  • That does not look like me.
  • I didn't do anything to your computer. Stop being weird.
  • Take your stinking paws off me!
  • No, it's not all real. No. No.
  • That's how my hair grows. Don't hate.
  • I have actually heard the phrase "Brillo pad" used multiple times in reference to a black person's hair, in person. How is that okay to say?
  • Yes, that did hurt. Get your mitts off me!
  • Yes, we can. So can you.
  • Cheetos?
  • As I mentioned before, the only person I know named Tyrone is white.
  • I have never been "holler"ed at, but I have gotten "girlfriend" multiple times from the same two people, one lady and one gentleman. If either of you is reading this, welcome to my blog! And please stop calling me "girlfriend." It makes me embarrassed. For you.
  • He could "get" what? Herpes? What are you talking about?
  • You don't like rap? You're the one watching the Kanye video, buying the Jay-Z album, drinking Vitamin Water, wearing your FUBU hat, Sean John jacket and Apple Bottom jeans.
  • Oprah!
  • Stereotypical? Like Oprah?
  • Oh, but I am.
  • I have seen it! It's hit or miss. And racist.


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Monday, January 02, 2012

"Top Gun."




(There is supposed to be an embedded video up there, but it isn't working. Boo. But you can watch it here, and have a laugh!)

I miss you, Big Gay Sketch Show.

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Saturday, December 31, 2011

I'm not into Kias,



but I do like the idea of ending war through dance. Hamsters! :)

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"You are one lucky lady."



Oh, Hank.

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Monday, December 12, 2011

I am a Stoner.


A Lucy Stoner, that is.

For the past two months, I have been fixated on this fact. Regarding most other issues, I think people should make their own decisions and select the path that is best for them. Like picking your favorite ice cream, supporting a World Cup team outside of your own country, or living a polyamorous lifestyle. You can choose your choice. Be you. Do what you do.

Except changing your name.

Don't do it.

I am so "free to be you and me" about many things, but about this, I am adamantly opposed. I have strong words and feelings. I have blogged about this before. I recently reread the very post I made three years ago on Feministe, probably my most commented-on post ever, and I giggled at my clever condemnations. I'm funny.

I have had an increasing number of friends, classmates, colleagues, and people I may have met before, either message me or request to connect with me on various social media sites, after they have changed their last name. My immediate internal reaction has been a perplexed, "who are you?" I am genuinely puzzled by individuals whom I either knew personally or in passing as "Jennifer Chang", who are now contacting me as "Jennifer Valenzuela", and expecting me to know who they are, without a note or a picture attached. Dude, give me a heads up. I wasn't invited to your wedding, so how am I supposed to know that you changed both your last name and your cultural heritage? Unless you have a striking first name like Fantasia or Ivanka or AnnaSophia, I'm going to need more to go on before I can attest that we "went to school together" or "associate with the same professional organization."

If I was invited to your wedding, thank you, friends! I still heart you, and I will call you whatever you like, even Princess Consuela Bananahammock.

For more on this subject, I direct you to these posts on Weddingbee, a division of eHarmony:

How to *Not* Change Your Last Name, by Mrs. Prairie Dog.

On Having Second Thoughts, by Mrs. Parasol.

Maiden Voyage, by Mrs. Bruschetta.

and

Not Changing, by Mrs. Cinnamon Bun.


These ladies are all much more polite in their musings than I am in mine.

Readers, feel free to share your own thoughts in the comments section!

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Saturday, November 12, 2011

"Party, party, party, party!"



Even though I haven't been to Pier 1 in almost a decade, I'd love to find a talking penguin who speaks to me.

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Tuesday, November 01, 2011

"What about my stories?": My reaction to 50/50.


I saw 50/50 recently, and the movie told a great story, based on real life events, about a man who discovers he has cancer. Heartfelt messages, entertaining tale.

That said, I didn't like the movie.

I couldn't get past the unnecessary implicit and explicit misogyny poured onto almost every female character in the movie, and onto women in general, whom Seth Rogen's character suggested should be fellating their boyfriends on demand. Later, the lack of colorful people rubbed me the wrong way, although I did appreciate the not one, but two Asian doctors. [Insert eye roll here.]

Like X-Men: First Class, 50/50 left me with the sad realization that my stories, like many other people's stories, will never be told. Often artists and activists make that statement like this: "Unless we tell our stories, they will never be told." But some stories just won't be told at all. I am writing as fast as I can, but I can't possibly write everything about me and produce everything about me. I'm only one person. Similarly, other writers and ideamakers who happen to be nonwhite, nonmale, nonstraight, or some combination of those signifiers cannot independently produce enough content to compete with "mainstream" (white, male, heteronormative and/or misogynistic) projects at the same level, or in many cases, at any level at all.

You might ask, "why can't you just enjoy a movie like 50/50 for what it is, instead of criticizing it for not representing you yourself personally?" My answer is, "Because I am tired of doing that." I had done that all my life. I have read thousands of books and stories, and have watched hundred of movies and television shows. The works have disproportionately featured white male American heterosexual protagonists and main characters and authors, especially from the books and movies and plays and television shows that I have been required to consume throughout my education.

"But," you might continue, "cancer is relatable to everyone. Joseph Gordon-Levitt is playing an everyman." Yes, cancer is relatable. I have been directly and indirectly affected by family and friends and teachers and other loved ones who have had cancer. Some have survived and some have not. But I am not a white man, and 50/50 truly tells the story of a white heterosexual man in America (and his exclusively white family and friends and girlfriends) who is comfortably employed, despite refusing to learn how to drive, and has a health care plan that takes care of all his medical expenses, even when he stops working. I mean, I do have a lot of white friends, but really? Black friends, apply here! Other colorful people are welcome, too.

For readers who may need a better visual, what if every story, book, television show, comic book, every medium of artistic and educational expression was dominated by authors and characters and celebrities like . . .

Amy Hill,


Amy Tan,


Ann Curry,



Connie Chung



and Lisa Ling?

Occasionally, we could interject some

comedic stylings from both Henry Cho


and Steve Byrne,

hot dance moves from Rain


and fake psychic sidekicking from Tim Kang.


But then we would get back to who is really important, the thought shapers and culture makers like

Lucy Liu,


Margaret Cho,


Michelle Kwan,

Michelle Yeoh,


Jeannie Mai,


Ming-Na

and Sandra Oh.

I would provide links for all of these people, but I don't even have time to compose this post, so exercise your privilege to Google these celebrities.

For those of you who made it through the lovely pictures, I ask you to continue imagining.

Imagine if all of the "period"/historical dramas you were spoon fed were set in Asia (instead of Europe), specifically in China (instead of in England), but occasionally in India or Japan (instead of in Germany or France).


Imagine if Dean Cain could embrace his Dean George Tanaka roots by playing identifiably Asian characters, instead of white superhero, white convicted murderer, and his pivotal role on a very special episode of A Different World, in which Mr. Cain played Third Racist from the left.

Imagine if John Cho's story about his father's journey of freedom, walking from North Korea into South Korea, were in production as a major motion picture, not just a moving anecdote Mr. Cho conveyed to Jay Leno on The Tonight Show.

"But who would play his father?"

I hear John Cho's available.

That's all. Thanks for reading!

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Friday, September 23, 2011

To achieve my goal of becoming fluent in Spanish,



apparently I need a Volkswagen Passat. I'll get right on that.

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Thursday, August 25, 2011

How many can you name?



Even though some unfortunate people would make the mistake of calling me "African American" (I prefer "colored" (No, I don't. That was a joke, people. Shh.)) I have never been to Africa. I have tried to travel there on multiple occasions, but the trips have been cancelled due to reasons.


However, unlike many people, I do know that Africa is not one big country called "Africa" where the elephants roam and the lions call home. It's the birthplace of civilization, made up of various peoples and places and things. When I was in fourth grade, one of my classmates could name all of the capitals of the African continent. I could name all of the capitals of the Australian continent, so bully for me.

Today, I asked myself if I could name ten African countries. Then I asked if I could name ten more. I pushed myself to 21, and then I started writing this blog post.

How many can you name without assistance? Extra points for capital cities, half points for accidentally naming obscure countries on other continents, like Uzbekistan or Burma.

Here are the answers: Territories and regions of Africa.

Here is my list:

  1. South Africa
  2. Egypt
  3. Lesotho
  4. Kenya
  5. Ivory Coast
  6. Namibia
  7. Madagascar (movie!)
  8. Malawi
  9. Mozambique
  10. Niger
  11. Nigeria (two different countries!)
  12. Ghana
  13. Sudan
  14. South Sudan (newest country in the world!)
  15. Tanzania
  16. Tunisia
  17. Morocco
  18. Swaziland
  19. Chad (neither Lowe nor Allen nor Michael Murray)
  20. Libya
  21. Liberia



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Monday, August 22, 2011

"The 'Bu"




I finished another chapter in Bianca Reagan: Where the Action Is! Six more to go! An excerpt from Ch. 17:

“I have to put my whole hand in the scanner? I thought it was a fingerprint.”

“New company policy. Sign here please.”

“Which of the many forms is this?”

“It releases the company, the testing center, and the test administrators from liability for any injuries you may incur while at the facility. This includes, but is not limited to, falls, sprains, broken bones, eyestrain, seizures, cancer, and/or death, and you are present in the facility and are taking the exam of your own free will.”

I looked at the form. “To apply to business school, I am required to take and pass this four-hour-long exam. It is only administered on flickering computer screens instead of in paper form. And, at 25 miles away, this is the closest facility to my home. To enter and exit the exam room, I have to repeatedly place my hand on a radioactive machine. So yes. I am exposing my body to eyestrain, highway collisions, and cancer by my own free will.” I signed the papers and handed them back to the administrator.

“This way, please.”


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Wednesday, August 17, 2011

"It's not what you say, it's what they hear."

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"So, 'energy exploration', not 'oil drilling'?"

"Correct."

"'Climate change', not 'global warming'."

"Yes."

"Okay. I think that is 'brilliant', not 'manipulative'."

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Monday, August 15, 2011

"Luv U, Baby Girl"



I finished another chapter in Bianca Reagan: Where the Action Is! Seven more to go! An excerpt from Ch. 06:


Jenny adjusted each person’s spacing. “Let’s do it!”

We heard the intro of the song. The synthesized melody crept over the background drum machine. Then came the lyrics. Maggie’s part was first.

“I will never break your heart
I promise from the start
Baby girl”


Her moment in the imaginary spotlight was halted by the ringing of my desk phone.

“Who is interrupting the magic?” Maggie demanded.

I picked up the receiver.

“It’s your mother,” I told Stacey. She took the call at my desk.

“She hasn’t moved out of Stacey’s house yet,” Maggie whispered.

The Intern shook his head. “That’s rough.”

Stacey busied her right hand by clicking her retractable pen. “Mami, I am having a very important business discussion . . . Si, that is ‘Luv U, Baby Girl’ . . . How do you know about Five Guys? . . . No, I don’t think that would . . . Why do you want . . . Fine, Mami, fine.” She switched her mother to the speakerphone.

“Hello, Stacey’s friends,” her mother greeted us with her Argentinean lilt.

“Hi, Mrs. Maguire,” we replied.

“Por favor, girls, we’re all family. Call me Mami.”

Stacey gripped her pen so hard it bent in half.

“My baby doesn’t know about Five Guys and my Teddy B like I do,” Mrs. Maguire said. “Sometimes I like to throw my hands in the air, and wave them around like I just don’t care. Turn the music back on.”


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Sunday, August 14, 2011

SPOILER ALERT: The black guy dies.



I saw Rise of the Planet of the Apes recently, partially because Draco Malfoy plays a villain yet again (way to stretch those acting chops, Tom, but decent American accent), and partially because I have seen all the previous Ape movies. I still need to watch the sketchy looking television show. Though, I have seen Lancelot Link, Secret Chimp, which had a more believable premise than that abomination with Marky Mark.


The problem with the black guy dying in the movie is not that he was black, but that he was the only black guy in the story. He was the only black person with any lines. The producers couldn't find any other black people in San Francisco who wanted to participate in a movie about incarcerated individuals who have experiments performed on them against their will, develop a secret method of communication, and enact a revolution against their evil masters? I'm available for the role of Greedy Businessperson #1, and I can bring my own suit.

Ironically, almost every character in Rise of the Planet of the Apes--which was cribbed from the black power influenced Conquest of the Planet of the Apes (my favorite of the Apes)--is white and male. The exceptions were the black guy, the South Asian love interest who had no motivation besides hanging out with James Franco, the frightened nurse, and the apes. Again, the setting was San Francisco. Were there no Hispanic people, or other Asian people, or women of any color who could read a line or two in front of a camera?

Onto my favorite characters: the circus orangutan and John Lithgow, in that order, even though I have seen every episode of 3rd Rock from the Sun, and I cried when it went off the air.

More qualms: if the apes were so smart, Caesar especially, why didn't they hijack a plane and fly themselves back to the places they were captured from in generic Africa? Also, that Gen-Sys laboratory has terrible security.

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Friday, August 12, 2011

"Well, you're pretty, too."

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"It's really important, seriously, that kids grow up knowing that men can be as loving and nurturing as women can."

"I thought the role of the father was to take his emotion and stuff it down as much as he can until it comes out inappropriately at Thanksgiving dinner."


Thank goodness for feminists. :)

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Thursday, August 11, 2011

"Please, Pussycat, I'm on a roll."




"Some people just don't know when to quit."

Oh, the hilarity of those Girls.

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Sunday, July 17, 2011

My Mummy likes this commercial:




I like this commercial:





Yet neither of us will be switching to 4G, despite the "network of possibilities." But, thank you for the entertainment, AT&T!

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